dancing

I love dancing...I actually think I might be pretty good at it sometimes...and I love singing...I also think I might be pretty good at that too! this is why I love MDT :) yay audition dance I freaking love you...I am so stoked!

Gratitude

I think people are more inclined to think about gratitude during the Christmas season and I am no different. God is a gracious God. Simply put that is what I want to say :) I am so blessed. I have a wonderful family and two great parents...not just one cool one or one that is alive, or one that I live with and I see the other occasionally, I just have two awesome parents who are wonderful people in their very own way. And I have awesome siblings who are really weird sometimes, but at the end of the day are my best friends and we love to have jam sessions together. I have the most amazing wonderful friends who bless me and uplift me. I have the ability to think and move and dance and sing and talk and write and work. I am surrounded by wonderful beautiful things and I was blessed enough to be a member of the church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints...yep God is gracious, and I am blessed beyond measure.

back to school

Today was the first day back to school, yay! I was so excited to see everyone...I missed you all! I am so ready to go back to school! :)

butterflies?

I get so nervous when I am with him...I get scared to hold his hand or snuggle up to him. I love being with him...but I get butterflies. Ha ha everyone says that is a good thing, I just wish I could get rid of the butterflies and just be a cute couple instead of being scared of everything. UGH!!!!

thanksgiving

So Courtney just for you I have made a new resolution to start blogging again. It is Thanksgiving day! :) I have been sick for a week, BIG the musical just ended, I am now a senior, Courtney is back to visit, college applications are due in the next couple of days, and a lot has changed. I guess that I am just going through more change in a short period of time than ever.
I have been thinking a lot lately, it is actually probably just because BIG ended. Oh man that show was crazy, lots of crap happened but we ended up putting on a good show in the end. Okay here is my crazy story about the show, Rachel had a demon baby. If you insulted the doll bad things would happen to you. And I finally got what was coming to me, Monday night the night right before closing I got really really sick. I completely lost my voice the night of closing and I felt super bad. I was so glad I had Austin ha ha he saved me...yet again.
I guess I am just kind of feeling lonely. Courtney is only back to visit me for a week, and I am going through withdrawls from the show. I have spent every minute of everyday with the cast and that is all I want to do right now. I want to go back to the school and be with everyone who I have become so close to ha ha. I actually am excited for school to start again so I can have a social life.
It is Thanksgiving so I just have to say thanks to everyone who has mattered or made a difference in the last little while.
1-I am so thankful for people Michael, Courtney, Shay, Lexi, Rachel, Chelsea, Kaytie, Ryan, Adam Smith, Adam Mosely, Ms. Nudd, Ms. Nelsen, Thayne, Hunter, Jaymie, Austin, Noah, My mom, my dad, Makenna, Makayla, Connor, everyone else who was in the cast of big, all of the seniors who left for the last two years, and everyone else who I haven't mentioned
2- I am thankful for the opportunity to have a job, to go to school, and to be a member of the church
Okay so basically now that I have started thinking of all of my blessings I can't name them all. So I guess I am just thankful for life, I am thankful for the air in my lungs, and the opportunity to sing and dance and touch people, and have people and things in my life that touch me and bless me. I just love everybody.
I feel like this blog is kind of cliche but I have been thinking about it for a really long time and I just needed everyone to know how much I love them and I feel blessed by them. So there is no better time to tell everybody that I love them than Thanksgiving.
I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!

vacations :)

I just got back from St. George :D it was so much fun! we went on tons of hikes and went swimming almost everyday and we saw the little mermaid at Tuachan!!! AH! basically I want to marry prince Eric now because he is so attractive and sooo sweet ha ha and I just love him. It was way wonderful it was great. And then on Saturday I went to the 100th anniversary of the Joseph Smith memorial building and I got to sing and spend the day with my best friends :) Courtney ha ha her skirt was way too long and everyone kept stepping on it and she almost lost it a couple of times ha ha it was so funny! Lexi her hair was huge! but she looked beautiful and elegant as she always does. ha ha Derek Vansteeter :) looked like Indiana Jones ha ha :) it was so funny I have lots of pictures. I spent the day chilling with my friends and then I went to lagoon with my family which was fun but I was soooo tired I became grumpy very quickly and I was ready to go home. Then Sunday came and we were pretending that we were still on vacation and we didn't go to church, later (after I woke up) I went with Courtney to a party and then we hung out at her house and I watched her clean her room for like 2 hours ha ha so it has been really an extremely fun wonderful week since school got out and now I get to work so it is still going to be fun :) AH! yay summertime!

SUMMER TIME!

Okay summer time is nearly here! YAY! school ends tomorrow and I have to go to graduation. bleah but it is gonna be fun to watch all of my friends finally graduating and moving on. :) mine doesn't come until next year though ugh! This year is going to be the greatest summer ever! I have the best friends in the whole world who are going to hang out with me all of the time and I am going to be working and getting money for New York next year! YAY! ah I am just so excited to for summer!!!!!!