I need to stop mourning what my life was like before, and move forward. Because no matter how hard I want to, I can only go forward not back. I need to grow up, because I am an adult now not a child. I guess what I learned since moving is that it's okay for adults to be scared too, they aren't the superheros I thought they all were growing up. Everybody has fears, it just turns out I am a lot more scared than I thought I was...